cinco!

i need to remember your face
even though ive never seen it really
every last little detail
it's all that keeps me happy in my day
in this light you look amazing
as always, but you knew that anyway

oh, ohoh, i look out of my window
into that black and starry night
i see you in the stars
i see you in the lights
just sparking on those buildings
reflected always in my smile

you succeed to make me feel
like the happiness will never go now
i know you'll never know this but
you bring a certain sparkle to my life
everything i do i think of
you and i get distracted all the time

oh, ohoh, i look out of my window

into that black and starry night

i see you in the stars

i see you in the lights

just sparking on those buildings

reflected always in my smile

i see you so clearly in my

dreams and they never cease to fade one bit

i don't want to wake up in the

morning, if that is perfection i know

i'll always have a bit of my

heart left to you, oh my, oh my, oh my.

oh, ohoh, i look out of my window

into that black and starry night

i see you in the stars

i see you in the lights

just sparking on those buildings

reflected always in my smile

i can just stalk you on twitter

and watch your vlogs and that that takes me through it

otherwise that day would be

rather aweful and a shame well lifes not

worth livign without a bit of

MOTIVATION!

oh, ohoh, i look out of my window

into that black and starry night

i see you in the stars

i see you in the lights

just sparking on those buildings

reflected always in my smile

:)

haha,

change myself

well i knew i would be scared

but i didn't know how much

i had to stand on my own two feet

breathe a gasp of air from this cruel world

nothing like i've known before

i've always been so confident

it was so different and shocking

to have to think before i speak

C

you can never understand

why i can't be myself

maybe i'm better off 

writing sad songs

hoping someone will understand 

one day 

my heart's not beautiful;

it never was

just tell me that because i know

and i need a reason

well the people i thought were shy

they really aren't any more

perspectives on life

change so quickly

i'm falling back down to earth

i can't have my head in the clouds forever

but accepting myself

is harder that i ever thought

you can never understand

why i can't be myself

maybe i'm better off 

writing sad songs

hoping someone will understand 

one day 

my heart's not beautiful;

it never was

just tell me that because i know

and i need a reason

no, i'm not a typically cool girl 

with pages from elle on her walls

i could be 

but it just wouldn't be me

i've had too much illusion already

it's time to get back to basics

time to take away all these

lies and falsehoods

you can never understand

why i can't be myself

maybe i'm better off 

writing sad songs

hoping someone will understand 

one day 

my heart's not beautiful;

it never was

just tell me that because i know

and i need a reason

if you'd see me as just a girl

hopefully we could be better

i don't like pretending

but maybe it's the only way

i don't want to change 

but maybe it's for the best, the best

so i won't be stuck

this was forever

you can never understand

why i can't be myself

maybe i'm better off 

writing sad songs

hoping someone will understand 

one day 

my heart's not beautiful;

it never was

just tell me that because i know

and i need a reason

you can never understand

why i can't be myself

maybe i'm better off 

writing sad songs

hoping someone will understand 

one day 

my heart's not beautiful;

it never was

just tell me that because i know

and i need a reason

find me.

cuatro.

the not so gentle gentleman.

are you real

or are you just a ghost

don't haunt me

you scare me the most

dont trust me

i'll make my own demands

you dont know me

but you can do the best you can

theres nothing you can do

no puppetier to pull the strings

you dont have a clue

do you?

this is not just another heart you can break

you tease and delude me

then reality hits

if you say you dont know me, well

ha ha. 

cause you just blew it.

do you know 

theres these thoughts

they take over

wash you away

but no you dont know

theres nothing here anymore

theres a hole where 

thoughts of you

they used to be

how she asked you a question

you gave this answer 

that made me hurt inside

this is not just another heart you can break

you tease and delude me

then reality hits

if you say you dont know me, well

ha ha. 

cause you just blew it.

how we get on so well

well you always knew

youve known all along

havnt you?

well youll just break it to me

ever so nicely

like a gentleman

well youre not so gentle

anymore

you know it

and you love it

dont deny it.

this is not just another heart you can break

you tease and delude me

then reality hits

if you say you dont know me, well

ha ha. 

cause you just blew it.

i dont care

not today

you can't hurt me now

but somehow

i still feel the same way

i feel pain

why is this?

you know i dont know

i will describe nothing

id do it any day

ill put a price on your head

so the pain will stop

this is not just another heart you can break

you tease and delude me

then reality hits

if you say you dont know me, well

ha ha. 

cause you just blew it.

this is not just another heart you can break

you tease and delude me

then reality hits

if you say you dont know me, well

ha ha. 

cause you just blew it.

tres.

fantasies and a magic carpet.

magic carpet flying high

up and up into the sky

unsteady on its feet i know

i won't let my fear show

looking down on city lights

kids and parents flying kites

yeah it's night time i know

but some people do it.

chorus(it changes);

stranger things have happened(what next?)

money falling from the trees(what next?)

it'll be raining cats and dogs(what next?)

we won't appreciate the sunset(what next?)

clouds'll be made of post-it notes.

well, that magic carpet'll have to go

it's causing too much controversy

what's possible? well you'll find out

some secrets are best left untold

i knew it all along but

i never let it go

well there isnt much point getting up in arms about it

you've got to choose to believe in something first

chorus(it changes);

stranger things have happened(what next?)

elephants that bark like dogs(what next?)

rain in a sure drought(what next?)

miracles outside our undertanding(what next?)

clouds'll be made of post-it notes.

br;

you'll be knocking at my door

tell me you've found a cause

well have you really?

just think about it, stop and pause(just stop and pause)

chorus(it changes);

stranger things have happened(what next?)

living forever(what next?)

the sun never coming up tomorrow(what next?)

magnetic north being at my house(what next?)

clouds'll be made of post-it notes.

chorus(it changes);

stranger things have happened(oh have they? what next?)

humans seeing in pitch black(that's crazy talk, what next?)

can you do better than me, can you? (no, no, no, what next?)

miracles outside our undertanding(don't you know it, what next?)

clouds'll be made of post-it notes. (well i never.)

:) well, being ill makes me write crazy things.

this is the one song that i WISH I HAD WRITTEN.

far far far away-lisa mitchell

lisa is my inspiration. it's just the dreaminess of her songs, it just reminds me of all the best times i have ever had, and it's rare for me to like a piece of music as much as i like this, and all of lisa's other songs. especially, valium and see you when you get there.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=juUfsvGqne8

dos. ♥

close enough to touch.

beautiful, the light shines bright

through my window, day and night

its telling me to slow down, smell the roses and that, you know

but i don't believe it 'till i see it

until it has become evident that i am clearly wrong

i want to stand out from all those fakes

well, you've achieved that you know but not in the right way.

ba-da da-da-da ba.(8)

i wanna shine like that light

to be beautiful and bright

for everyone to see me

and know who i am

is that light so far away?

is it close enough today?

well i'll just have to find out, you know.

help me and i'll find my way

help me or i'll go astray.

i wanna know you're right here

you comforting presence; yeah you're right here

guide me through this maze we call being

guide me through or i wont be seeing

me

who i'm meant to be

ba-da da-da-da ba.(8)

i wanna shine like that light

to be beautiful and bright

for everyone to see me

and know who i am

is that light so far away?

is it close enough today?

well i'll just have to find out, you know.

i'm just going to carry on

living my dream world

becuase i don't want this terrifying life

to get rid of what all i have.

but one day;

ba-da da-da-da ba.(8)

i wanna shine like that light

to be beautiful and bright

for everyone to see me

and know who i am

is that light so far away?

is it close enough today?

well i'll just have to find out, you know.

uno. ♥

set in stone.

Looking forward to meeting you all

Waking up and knowing it’s under control

Amazed at the scenery, amazed at it all

Throwing myself against an invisible wall

Going to sleep with no worries at night

Knowing a guy can never rule my life

Ending my world and then waking up

Going out, realised I never left the house

I’m ever so disorientated

My world turns upside down

Every single minute

The only thing I’m sure about

Is that you’re here

You’re set in stone

 Please just talk to me normally

Not structured conversation

Don’t try and be something you’re clearly not

You don’t have to be fake and all that to fit in

From my point of view it’s not a sin

To have your own opinions no matter how mad

People who don’t do that make me forget what I had.

I’m ever so disorientated

My world turns upside down

Every single minute

The only thing I’m sure about

Is that you’re here

You’re set in stone

Looking forward to the day when I finally get my chance

At everything and hoping I pass

Whatever tests and trials life might throw at me now

You know my emotional rationality’s pretty poor

Of a lot of things in my life I’m unsure

But I hope I’m grounded, pulled back down to earth

I’ll fight for you for all I’m worth

I’m ever so disorientated

My world turns upside down

Every single minute

The only thing I’m sure about

Is that you’re here

You’re set in stone

Just give me one dance

One shot at romance

I’ll be content

You know that.